Argghhhhhhh!!!!!

Boohoohoo.....

MY HOUSE HAD JUST GOT ROBBED TODAY!!!

STUPID PEOPLE, WHY CHOOSE MY HOUSE!!YOU HAVE FOUR LIMBS AND A BRAIN...GO FIND A JOB!!!

i wanna cry....the sum of total loss= arround 20 000

poor cousin, sister dad and mum.

i wanna cry.......byebye holiday to shanghai, byebye my education.

i better prepare my stomach for a few months of plain porridge.

Have you ever thought whether GOD is happy?

 Well i'm not extactly sure, but one must think that "making God happy?! it must take something really great and significant to happaen in order to make Him happy"....

However i came across this in my devotion book. "I am the Lord, who excercises kindness, justice and righteousness on earth, for in these i delight,"declares the Lord.(Jeremiah 9:24).Hmmm.....justice? righteousness? on these i shall not emphasize...However KINDNESS.....i think that is accomplishable.it just take a little effort to be kind to the ppl around you. And guess what, not only will you feel good and the receiver of your kindness feel happy....but you would put a SMILE on God's face....hehe. So what are you waitin for....put a smile on God's face today.We owe Him so much more than that.

Each year in Washington State approximately 233 babies are born with hearing loss. With an incidence of approximately 3 in 1000 births, hearing loss is the most frequently occurring birth defect.

The first two years of life are the most critical for learning speech and language, and an unidentified hearing loss can severely impact a child’s ability to learn these important skills.Over 50% of babies born with hearing loss have no known risk factors for hearing loss, and 90% of babies with hearing loss are born to normal hearing parents.Therefore, it is important to screen all newborns for hearing loss through Universal Newborn Hearing Screening Programs.

The most important time for a child to be exposed to and learn language is in the first three years of life. Children hear even before they are born and begin learning speech and language in the first 6 months of life. Hearing is critical for developing speech and language. Even before a child begins to talk they are hearing speech around them and starting to learn to understand what the people around them are saying. Research suggests that children who have hearing impairment and receive early intervention before 6 months of age have better language skills than those who don't. The earlier you know about deafness or hearing loss, the sooner you can begin treatment approaches that will help your child learn to communicate.

  Yup....i think i found out what i wanna be....AN AUDIOLOGIST!for your info," An audiologist is a professional with a Masters or Doctoral degree who diagnoses, treats, and manages individuals with hearing loss or balance problems. "

  Imagine living in a silent world....you can see everything clearly but somehow still be clueless about what's happening.Imagine being in the middle of a worship session but not being able to sing cause you don't know what a tune is like. i wouldn't wanna feel like that...even if you can hear partially... everyday life must be so confusing!

 well i hope through this future occupation i'll be able to help them understand the world better....especially babies,being born deaf ....i can't imagine how it'll be not knowing what sound is like, you'll never hear what your mummy or daddy's voice is like.you probably wouldn't even know how to say "mummy" or 'daddy" cos you never heard of it.so i hope i'll be able to change their lifes...eventhough they wouldn't have perfect hearing but at least they can communicate better...plus i'll be able to see cute adorable babies!!

 If the world could leave me alone,and i could leave the world alone.blind hope.life ups and never ending downs.the suffocating sense of emptyness...... 

 Farewell my dear gong gong, you were the best gong gong i've ever had....i'm so sorry i couldn't tell you, i hope that our souls will meet again one day.hope tht you wouldn't need to suffer...you'll always be in my heart

p/s:if i have a guardian angle out there pls help me find some real rest

~College life~

hmm...it's been 3 months after 2006, it's been a way long time since i've written anything which makes me still wonder ehwther anybody does read this blogg.Anyways...it's still a useful way to keep track of things that happened in my life.

   After Spm it was all fun and lazying around, the Pangkor trip was awesome, it made me realised that i really do treasure my school life(luv u gals back there!).then it was camp where lots of unexpected things happened...an adventure i must say.Reality of  the next few years of my life crashed in during 6th jan this year....my first day of college.Now fitting in isn't something that i do very well, most of the time i'm reluctant to open my mouth to say anything unless forced to...but i knew i had to step out of my comfort zone and be the person who reahed out to others instead of waiting for others to reach out to me.The first two days was kinda like a culture shock all together, coming from an all gals school(which students are pretty "tame" and can't be anyhow rebelious), i've never seen so many diff types off ppl...there are the black metal type of dudes,the cheer leader type of gals, the really agressive and outgoing type, the really metrosexual guys and the simply plain weird ones (which i can't connect with)......but of course the majority are normal ppl.Besides that, i don't think i've heard so many ppl swearing the f*** word and etc within this 3 months than i did in the past 17 years of my life.....i guess it's just a norm for them. However i still thank God for answering my prayers and giving me good friends...i love my class cos we're quite united and involve almost everyone in the things we do.the other thing that i love is the cafetaria food!...it's a bit pricey but delicious( my kgs are really on the high side now...)

  However there still are a few things i still don't get....why must some ppl go googooogaagaa over certain guys/girls they haven't even met, base on appearence, i mean they will just wait at one place just to catch a glimsp of them (so called extreme mencuci mata)....is it worth it???putting hope in somthing tht doesn't really exsist...i don't see the point. Another thing i'm really against is SMOKING!I'm sorry but i'm officially calling ppl tht smoke dumb ppl...helloo! it's like killing your lungs...okok i know they say that smokers do live a normal life and wouldn't really affect your health...but that is just what they say, obviously it's going to get to you one way or another like you wouldn't have good stamina, the risk of heart diseases, lung diseases, cancer...ugly disgusting yellow teeth...and are the things that only i know,just think about how many more other diseases and negative side effects there will be, not to mention second hand smokers too. PEOPLE, i know your smart, so DON'T EVER TOUCH A CIGARETTE K, and say "NO" when some one offers you one. And smokers, there are alot of other ways to spend your money rather than to get addicted to some stick that  gives you disgusting pleasure.

   Lately i'm begining to think that the world is an ugly place to live in, well certain parts are.People that you actually looked up upon are actually doing degrading things,there are people becoming resentful and that are full of anger and treat ppl who care about them really mean....things that i thought it was turned out to be the direct opposite...or maybe i'm just too protected.i dunno.i was feeling kinda disapointed and fustrated about the world...but i found a verses in the bible that made me hold on and gave me strenght to go on, it's from 1Thessalonians 16:23,it goes "be joyful always; pray continually;give thanks in all circunstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.21 Test everything. Hold on to the good.Avoid every kind of evil.May God homself the God of peace,sanctify you through and through.May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of the Lord Jesus Christ."Eventhough it's impossible for me to be blameless but i still can try my best to be, with God's help.

  Well,my SPM result were ok, got two Bs, less one A1 to a full scholarship that my mum really wanted me to get.anyhow i still get a waiver which is not bad.I don't think i'll be driving in a while but still hope i will soon....amd to all those who don't know my family...i'm the secomd in the family! Eva is OLDER than me...just because she has a baby face doesn't mean i'm older!!kinda sick of getting that comment....till next time, chao.